So, I'm doing it..
Deciding what is it that I want to do..
Now- of course there is what I thought of until now.. but.. I'm thinking of different options now.. BUT I can even do them all at once if I really wanted to. I know some people are doing it already.. (although it's not THAT good).. And that's not rude of me to say.. It's honest. It's not very good. I don't know if I could do something not very good.. I think too highly of myself to leave a history for people to compare my future self to.
This may be a very difficult decision.